Where?

Crushes hurt,
So there’s only heartache.

Crushes lie,
So it just causes heartbreak.

Friends help,
In anyway they can.

Friends would hurt,
The people who would hurt us.

Love cries,
The tears our eyes can’t.

Love causes,
Our hearts and throats to knot.

So tell where we are?
Or are we just below the bar.
Just tell me where we are!

Hovering

I’m standing on the cliff of love.

I’m wondering,
What I should do.

Should I just jump?
Or stand right here.

I’m not on the edge,
Of falling for you.

But I’m not completely,
Stable either.

If I fell,
Would you catch me?

If I stand here,
Will you meet me?

I guess ill sit here hovering,
Until someone pulls me back to earth.

These Words

For hours we talk and dream,
Not many thoughts unspoken.

These words my mind screams,
Have you made my heart unbroken?

These words I’ll never say,
Will likely haunt me dearly.

I put my dreams at bay,
My hopes are gone but just merely.

The one thing I hate,
Is everything I think about.

If we really do date,
I want you to stay around.

These words that haunt my mind,
Are very simple short ones.

If you really want to know,
These words are my life.

So please don’t say no in strife.
I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU!

Why??

Why do you always do this to me?

You look at me and smile,
My heart starts to race.

You started to appear in my dreams,
I actually like sleeping now.

I started to daydream,
Will you be there to?

I see you at school,
So I started to play the fool.

I started to check the internet daily,
Just to see if you were on.

Do you feel the same?

Do you understand me?
Just answer this one simple question. Why????

Sightless

I’m lying in the floor,
With my heart not beating.

You walk out the door,
Without a reasoning.

I walk out of the living room,
With my eyes fuzzy and dazed.

And into the bathroom,
Through the struggling haze.

Open the cabinet,
Without a thought of shame.

Out of habit,
Grab the blade.

Roll up my sleeve,
For a fleshy delight.

Now in love I believe,
But that isn’t right.

Take a slice,
Gentle and quick.

Blood like ice,
Flows silent and slick

Forget the pleasure,
Double the pain.

One single gesture,
Put my heart aslaine.

The pain won’t enough,
So aim your gun.

My love was tough,
Then you run.

A silent call,
I cry.

I curl in a ball,
And I die.

You didn’t love me,
You didn’t care.

You killed me,
With that last little stare.

When?

When you sit across the room,
Cute and sound.

Whenever from across the room,
We lock eyes and slowly look around.

When we talk,
I start to blush.

When together down the hall we walk,
My blood starts to rush.

When will you realize,
I like you?

When will you use your real eyes?
To see that I’m blue,

Just tell me when?

When can I give up?
Or should I keep the hope?